Just a tad though.
Smoking weed (and anything else) is so ridiculous. Why the freak would you want to ruin your brain like that? I don’t get it. I guess I just don’t want to die really early and be all screwed up from smoking weed as a teenager. But whatever. Its your life I guess. I can’t tell you how to live it.
Ok, so onto the real reason I’m writing tonight.
Weightlifting. It seems like so many people think weightlifting (girls weightlifting anyways) is only for big, masculine girls. That’s so not true. That’s why there are different weight classes. You can be tiny and only weigh a hundred pounds and still be really good — because you are going against people your own weight, not someone twice your size. It doesn’t matter how big or small you are. I am so tired of telling people I’m starting to do weightlifting just for them to look at me and start laughing and say, “Seriously? You’re doing weightlifting?” Yeah, I am. I hate getting that reaction. It really makes my confidence drop to about -10. And it sucks. Stop judging me, and understand what you’re talking about before you start laughing. There are big, muscular guys on football teams, and there’s also smaller, scrawny guys that can move really fast. You have to have some variety on a sports team for it to be good. And weightlifting is no exception. If everyone was the exact some size and weight, competing would be so much harder for us and there wouldn’t be as many winners…
Ok, I’m done now. Night, world.
I really should go to bed…I’m going to be so tired tomorrow. But instead, I’m going to write about my spring break (;
For the most part, I didn’t really do that much. Normally I have real plans and whatnot over spring break. This year though, none. I got my Learner’s Permit, though, so I can legally drive now! Watch out everyone (; ha…
I didn’t get to hang out with anyone unfortunately. ): But I still enjoyed not being at school and not dealing with that stress.
Now, for the big thing. I went to a weekend camp thing with my church youth group this past weekend, and I’ve gone before, so it wasn’t really anything new. But I had an amazing time. I go to a Unity church, and the people are just so nice and accepting…it’s great. It’s just, like, really awesome to be surrounded by 150+ amazing, accepting people for a whole weekend. The theme this time was “Feelin the Healin,” and it seems like every time I go, the theme is exactly what I need in my life at the time. The Sunday service was great. The guy speaking was amazing, and his message was so good. He was talking about how you don’t need to worry about everything, and you don’t need to plan out your whole life all at once. Just take things one step at a time. You can’t plan out your whole life anyways, because things never go exactly as you plan them anyways. How everyone makes mistakes, and you have to take the good with the bad. How you have to appreciate the little things in life, like a delicious meal or a beautiful sunset. Anyways, it was just great.
Also; I think I’m going to do weightlifting conditioning. It starts this week, but I probably won’t start til next week, if I do decide to do it. I’m pretty sure I can commit to it this time, for real. I’m excited about it. I really want to get in shape and be healthier.
So yeah. I believe that’s all for now. Goodnight, world! ♥
Truth is, I get jealous easily because whats mine is mine. I’m stubborn as hell, I say sorry too much. I act like I don’t give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest of things & probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself.
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